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It's been awhile since I have posted much of anything around here.
I hope all of you are well, happy and doing what comes natural.
I have traveled a little ... some business and some pleasure.

I want everyone to know that the messages left on my yahoo and through my e-mail did not go unread.  I got each one and as selfish or unconcerned as it may appeared to some... I was taking care of me and mine.  I do that from time to time.  It's like a protective thing.  Those that know me know this.  I have never asked for anyones approval when I feel that MY time is necessary.  I doubt I ever will.  Been a man in charge too long maybe ...or just knows what works for me better than most.

That being said with no more explanation than that required...

Some of us have made connections over a period of years.  Family situations have been shared among us... grief ... joy .... illness.... you name it ... we have talked it.  Some more than others.

In my case ... I have shared more than I thought I would at times. Bruised ribs, heart stint, Diabetes, grief, heart ache, bruised balls, diabetic neuropathy, addiction and the list could go on. 

I have been sort of on tilt for awhile.  Not feeling like I should.  More than just the seven year itch that some of us get.  And I know that's not just a man thing.  Under my doctors directions ... I have been loaded up with quiet a bit of  Diabetes medications.   The last was a small injection of Insulin daily.  Recently I started staying extremely sleepy and nauseated.  After some more extensive blood test and running numbers .... I have been told that my pancreas appears to not be making any insulin.  That requires me to be classified as a  full blown diabetic and on insulin 3 times a day.  The high levels of sugar in ones blood can start the killing off of internal organs.  seems as those this decided to work on my pancreas.

I have made no bones about the horrendous heart problems within my family.  After some discomfort and monitoring of my heart ... the cardiologist shows concern of the neuropathy causing some un needed issues there. 

I have as recent as yesterday agreed to some test on my heart and pancreas to see where this "sweet blood"  has pissed off the nerve endings.

I talked with Kirsti about this last night and I told her just as I told my sister ... I have fought some pretty BIG bears in my time and came out ok ...  this is no exception.

I apologize for any hurt feelings ....  as soon as my head is wrapped around this ...  hopefully things can be understood ... if not label it  "sweet asshole".

SLW

Thursday Tease

Payphone...

ok I think Adam Levine is HOT... a little on the skinny side BUT did I say HOT... here's Maroon 5's latest song.. thanks for the other one susie q

Maroon 5 - Moves Like Jagger ft. Christina Aguilera

mmmmm omg I love a half naked man with tats...Just saying

A.P.B.

To the woman that sent an email to me explaining the touch of a woman to another woman ... the feell of a dick .... and the link to her toy site....  we need to talk .... and may I bring a  friend?

He can eat crackers in my bed anytime...

Sighs, I am a sucker for a man with a sexy accent or great eyes.....

I just love

To make him melt in my mouth....

Early Friday Funnies

Happy Hump Day (Have fun with it)

Happy Belated Birthday... Sweet pea

Ok so sometimes I'm a sucky friend.. *grinz* susie q. will say noooo you aren't.. but missing your friends birthday is not a great thing to do... I seem to be doing a lot of that lately... think I did it back in June too.. but HERE is my belated birthday with to the most fabulous Susie Q... Hope it was an awesome one ;)

Here's your Susie Q b-day cake

AND Here is your very special present.. *grinz* he's all wet and ready for ya... ummm and when you get done with him.. just ship him on down to Virginia ;) ... Love you susie q huggsssssss.. and *winks*

A couple things...

 Yummmy

 Men should not have better asses than women

More Stuff

Thanks susie q for the idea ;)

Stuff

waiting for that special one:

self explanatory:

wanna smell the pretty rose?

hmmm should i call or wait for him to call???

*sweet lil smile* can you come help me unlock my chains?

Happy Friday...

Tit Tuesday and Wet Wednesday...I like to multi-task...

A Hug for the Bug!!!!

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

Hang in there closet buddy!!!!

Sad Sunday

Been feeling a little bummed lately.. will get over it in time I suppose *smiles*... happens from time to time.. wanted to thank susie q for listening and making me smile and laugh in lit.. means a lot hon.. huggsssssssssss... posting a few pictures, that might be a little sad.. but sometimes that's just the way ya feel at times ya know??