Merry Christmas

I've had a hard time this year for some reason gettin into the Christmas spirit this year, for some reason its just kept fading on me... and I honestly thought to myself "Where has my Christmas spirit disappeared to?" ... *smiles* its normally one of my most favorite times of the year... I've been thinking and thinking and I think I've finally figured it out.... and its not that mine is really gone, its that others just don't seem to care.. smiles @ Jentle thanks darlin for the updates... they've made me smile big time.. and just wanting to let you know that someone is paying attention.. even if I don't comment all the time.... I've also figured out that its because things have changed to much this past year... for one reason or another we don't post like we did.. or even manage to just pop in and say hi very often... I'm as guilty as anyone for that .. smiles... and I'm going to try to do better... *soft smiles* So for whoever pops in to read this... I hope your Christmas is wonderful and that the New Year brings you whatever your heart desires. I've lost some friends this past year, for one reason or another, and have manged to make some new ones... all are special to me... but smiles I've learned a valuable lesson this year.. something I'd always told everyone else who was feeling blue over losing someone in their lives.. smiles guess its time to take my own advice and realize that God brings people into our lives for a reason.. and at times when some fulfill their reason they have to move on.. for one reason or another... *soft smiles* the ones that are meant to stay.. well that just means they are still meant to be there for as long as needed. I don't regret knowing any of the friends I've loved and lost.. and they've helped me grow and see things in a different light at times and or helped lift my up when I was feeling down... and even might have been in my life for me to help them or lift them up when they were feeling down, until they have the strength they need to move on... smiles sorry didn't mean to write a book, but ya'll know how I get when I've got something running around in my head... it just needs to get out... Enjoy the video.. and listen to the words... I've wondered Where Christmas went.. when if I just opened my eyes its all around me, and inside me... Love you guys... and hope to chat soon..