Beginnings~

Some say winter is a time for ends, the leaves fall off the tree's, the grass turns brown, and things have a habit of being bleak and blah. I think winter can also be a place for beginnings and being reawakened. Such as when someone special comes into your life, and opens your eyes to feelings that have been asleep for a while.. they help you to find things that have been missing for a while, bringing back those feelings of sensuality that you thought were gone, and learnin that your sexuality hasn't disappeared forever, but only been sleeping for a while.

It could be someone you've known for a long time, and just happened to start talking to and getting to know better, or someone you've just met, that helps you see things that weren't there before... it's talks online that last for hours about everything and nothing, finding out what you have in common and what differences make things more exciting. Then it's phone calls, listening to the sound of his voice, making you tingle in places that haven't tingled in a very long time. It's learning what each has experienced, or want to experience, in life, love, sex *grinz*... whatever topic... nothing too far out there.

It's wanting to touch and be touched, wanting to feel his hands stroking down your back in a hug, feeling his hardness pressing into your stomach, knowing he wants you so bad.. he can taste you. Feeling his kiss for the first time, his breath catching in your ear. Watching him cum for you, knowing you caused that excitement... and you cumming from that knowledge, from his pleasure.

How about it, is winter a beginning for you *winks*?