Not really sure what I wanna put on here today, knew it was coming, and i got a kicker of a head ache.. not sure if its cause of sinus pressure or just trying not to cry.. today it has been one year since I lost the lady that was as close to me if not closer then my mom and dad.. the only ones closer are my kids :)... don't get me wrong I love the other members of my family with all my heart.. but we all know there are special places for special people in our hearts.. just like our online friends... so keeping this a little short and sweet, cause the tears have started as I type this... *takes a deep breath* it actually helps writing this all down believe it or not... I just wish heaven was a little closer and we could check in on those we love from time to time... huggsssss guys and I'm sure I will see you all later.... I know this song/video has been played a time or two... and that I have played it before, but it just really fits today... huggsss guys and thanks again for being there for me..
*hugs you tight* I am here if you need an ear to bend, as always...
ReplyDeleteLove you tons!
You hit on something so true in your post ... you said, " don't get me wrong I love the other members of my family with all my heart.. but we all know there are special places for special people in our hearts." That's true and shows no disrespect for anyone. It's a natural, healthy part of grieving.
ReplyDeleteThe 'time' after someone is gone is personal, precious thing sweetie. Some impact our lives more than others. Some we may have had conflict with but they still leave a huge hole in our hearts.
From the stories you have shared with us and to me personally about your youth, your family structure, happy tims and sad times ... there is no way this void in your daily routine and in your heart could be pacified in a year.
Sadness may still catch you at times... but I know a few smiles have come your way remembering your special lady too. Those good times will out weigh the sad times someday.
Then you will owe her another 'thank you' ... just thanking her for the woman she helped you become.
You know where to find me... *hugs*
*hands the bug a single yellow rose and gives her a hug*
ReplyDeleteHugs darlin' xoxoxox
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Thanks guys.. I can't say it enough or tell you how very much it means to me... I just hope you know that I appreciate each and everyone of ya... and gives that cowboy a smile... thanks darlin... *kisses your cheeks softly*
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