My Sunday wish …

I have really been thinking about this since I made the intro post a few days ago .

I have thought of so many things that would be really special to me.

Things that are from my real … some things that involve online …

I thought about my Dad. I lost him a few years back … a BIG loss. Have gone through the grieving process … stepped up to the plate for my mom that was left behind for now … managed to keep a tight ship for her so she didn’t have to worry … and I survived one of life’s most devastating events ...the loss of not only a parent … but a best friend ... the backbone of our family. My thought was on him. How I would like to sit on the back porch with him if only for a few minutes…

I thought about my buddy that was killed in this crazy war. I thought about how much he would love to see my God-son, his son that he left behind. Chip off the old block. Maybe the wish should go to him to be able to see what a nice young man he fathered…

I thought about Me. A partner in life. I need to settle down. Take a wife and prepare for my ‘golden years’ … maybe a self serving wish was in order…

I thought about a few people that I have met from online.

Most of you know about ‘Just call me Em’ … one of the most precious personalities that a chat room could ever have. She found out she was ill … was too late to have any treatment … will be a year in November … it would be kind of nice to hear her silly ass giggle and hear her call my music 'Schmuck music' … But then I thought to myself ... she was ready. No regrets she said…

Then I thought about a lady that is the stuff good things come from …



I don’t know why … it’s not for me to know why.

In the spiritual ways that count I believe she would be ready if it were her time to leave this earthly life.

But as a mother, a wife, a friend and all things in between … she says she is not finished. She still has babies to get through school … grandbabies to rock …friends to grow old with and a husband to make her crazy.

She still has the fight … the will … the need … and the undeniable right to live to see all of the things that are not fulfilled yet completed.

Everything, even the things that I didn’t list above as to my "Sunday Wish” … they have all gone full circle or they will when the time is right.

For me …if I could have one wish above all wishes it would be that that Lady from Erie PA. come back from Texas with a healing that deems her cancer free.

Leaving her able to do all the things a woman is suppose to do as she lives a full productive life.

That she be allowed to complete the most precious gift she was given … that of being a mother.

That’s my ‘Sunday Wish’ …

Love ya Deb

S.L.W.