Where to start.....?

Most of you know that I battled breast cancer this past year. I came away from it all with a good feeling and clean bill of health in May.
I was shocked when my PET scan in August showed more than 20 nodules in my lungs, consistent with metastatic breast cancer. I have had biopsies that were inconclusive due to lack of enough tissue to evaluate. I am supposed to have another biopsy soon, this time involving surgery to go in and remove the largest of the nodules. No idea when.
I am leaving this weekend for MD Anderson hospital in Houston for a second opinion. I will be there a week or so. I am hoping they have something postive to say and do. All this uncertainty is driving me crazy.
My dr here says that IF it is cancer.... it is not "curable". It is stage 4 cancer. It CAN be managed to a certain extent. The type and the way it responds to treatment will determine how long it stays manageable.
It's so hard to wrap my head around my own mortality. Thank God for good drugs and great friends and family.
The main point of this is to ask for your prayers and good thoughts in the months to come. I will need every bit of positive energy I can get. I plan on fighting like hell. My babies aren't grown yet and they will need me for a time. I still have weddings and grandbabies to see!

Please get that good mojo going! I'll update when I can. Even though I drop in here from time to time...I just don't have much to add right now. Keep posting....makes me smile.

Hugs to all....
Deb